Sunday, July 04, 2004

49.8.1 The Sandbar - Life goes on

I was down at the Sandbar last night. I look going down there after a hot day in the kitches, hanging out, listening to the sound of the ocean and feeling the brezze as it comes in off the sea. I was sipping on a Fruity Iced Klah when Lyss showed up.

Lyss is the Assistant Headwoman, and as such is my... boss? Well someone who I report to. We had a nice talk. Other than working in the kitchens with her (which are always busy) where we mostly exchange quick comments about work, and the short conversation we had when I first arrived at Ista, I haven't really talked to her much. I find her pleasent. We talked about the Fall a little (she, like many here, didn't seem to want to discuss it much) and then the conversation turned toward lighter topics like cooking, gardening, and our lives at home... at least until Jascela showed up.
Today Jascela wears a casual crop-top and short trouser outfit. The top is sleeveless with a collared neckline that plunges downwards enough to more than hint at her ample cleavage. The light linen material has been dyed blue, although a couple shades lighter than could be consider a true Harper blue. Large wooden buttons stained a raw umber provide both functionality and decoration. The hem of the top ends just below her bosom, showing off her flat well toned abdomen. Riding low on her hips is a pair of light salmon hued trousers whose legs end just below her knees. A darker, raw umber tanned hide belt offsets the lighter tan color of the trousers. Matching woven sandals adorn her feet. Her arms are very muscular, decorated by a wide bronze band clasped around each bicep. Her shoulder is knotless at the moment.
The conversation got a bit humorus at this point
"Jarill's helping out in the kitchen," Lyss adds informatively, if uselessly. Searching for a more fruitful topic, she adds belatedly, "Anyhow, please do join us!"

Jarill shake's Jascela's hand and then sits back down, "Thanks! Yup, I work for Lyss", he says with a grin.

Jascela sits down beside Jarill and leans over to peer at Lyss thoughtfully. "Oh, really? How exciting..."

Lyss hastily corrects, looking rather uncomfortable. "Well, not -for- me exactly. Just... under me?" she suggests, fidgeting. "Or something like that."

Jascela's eyes widen at the rephrasing and her grin grows even wider. "Oh, really? Now that sounds even more interesting..." SHe winks teasingly across at the young assistant Headwoman.

Jarill chuckles, and then enjoying the turn of the conversation, decides to stay out of it for a minute by lifting his glass and taking a drink, setting it down with an innocent look on his face.

Lyss shoots a hapless glance at Jarill for his chuckle. "With me," she rephrases again. "He works with me. In the same place." Squirming slightly she buries her gaze in her glass instead, sipping it with great focus.

Jascela grins amusedly and nods as she picks up her mug for a long drink. "I see... Ah, well."

Jarill decides the best thing to do is back Lyss up on this, "Yeah... the same place. Just a couple of kitchen workers out for a drink", he says with a wink. [Ok... maybe this isn't going well, but he's not sure what else to do. :)]

Lyss keeps her attention trained on her glass. "Exactly. Just out for a dri--Well, not for a drink, just juice," she clarifies quickly, glancing up at both Jarill and Jascela.

Jascela giggles softly and looks down at Lyss' drink, then over at Jarill's drink. "Just juice? Not even wine? Now that's definitely a shameful waste of our dear bartender's time."
I'm laughing just thinking back on it. OK... maybe I was enjoying Lyss'... discomfort?... a little too much, but it was a harmless fun conversation. I find that quite a bit here. Well that or intense arguments. Maybe that part of the life at a weyr.

A bit after that Jascela got called away. Lyss and I fininished our drinks, and then since both of us have to get up at the crack of dawn, we left and headed back to the weyr and then I headed to the dorms.

All in all a pleasant evening.

Saturday, July 03, 2004

49.7.2n Ista Weyr

Hopefully the hatching will happen soon. I'm assuming it is the strain of who will impress and who will not, that is getting on the nerves of the candidates. Not all of them, but many of them. Walked into the middle of a conversation between Shim and Ky today. They were *screaming* at each other. It was not a pretty sight. And for the most part, it was over nothing. Yeah... it may have seemed serious, but in the bigger scheme of things, was it? I believe Ky was talking about Shim being a jerk - and Shim was getting all upset about the fawning attitudes of many of the candidates towards the riders.

I just wish things would settle down. I hate seeming them fight. They are both great and shouldn't be at odds.

Well - that's it for now. Back to work.

Thursday, July 01, 2004

49.7.16 Outside Ista Weyr - FALL!

Nerously gathered with other candidates and residents. Nervous? Yeah... I'm usually not nervous about much, but after all, this was THREAD. Sure, I've seen it before, off in the distance. And yeah, I know all about it. Who doesn't? But still, this would be the first time I actually fought it! Something I usually think of as being reserved for DragonRiders. But here I was, watching people suit up with agenothree tanks and grabbing shovels.

Seemed a bit disorganized at first. So many candidates. Most of them grabbing tanks. Watching them I had to wonder if they'd ever done it before. Dragons blinking in and out of between, people running, people shouting - I was a bit lost. Lukily I saw Shim. He always knows what he is doing... or at least seems to. I moved over next to him and asked what I had to do, having never served on a ground crew before. He gave me one of his famous, What? You've got to be kidding me looks, but then told me to grab a shovel and stick close by him. And then all of a sudden I saw it
Over the sea to the east of Ista Weyr the grey smudge of Threads falling through the atmosphere can be seen and even though this part of the Fall is over water the command is passed through the ranks "Riders Up!" All the scurrying and excitement of the early morning dawn has reached it's peak. Thread is falling! The crowds of groundcrews that will be scouting the island, preventing the lush forests from falling to the threads start filing out of the Weyr, some to meet up with riders who will take them on ahead to the beginning of the fall and some will have to walk to their posts. No matter how they get their the groups are in high spirits, calling best wishes out to their friends.
Here it was... and it seemed like it was coming fast. Not like I'd seen it before - off in the distance - hitting where I couldn't even see. But coming right towards me. I glanced sideways at Shim, keeping my eye on the Thread and asked him what to do. He said stick close to him and he'd show me. He didn't have to tell me twice.
Full wings of Ista's dragons appear from *between* where the ocean meets the easternmost beach. Thread is already falling harmlessly into the water but it's not the thread that is unusual this morning. Strong winds are gusting up to forty miles per hour and forcing the strands of threads into large clumps. Dragons are already struggling with the winds and wings are hard put to keep in formation when the winds are pushing from the north steadily and in forceful gusts.
Half of my mind marveld at it. What a sight. Full wings of draongs. Just popping in. So organized. So beautiful. Trumpting - challenging the thread. This is what they had been born for, trained for, and they were ready. It made me proud to be serving at Ista. My adrenaline was already pumping, and then we noticed the wind. Shim said this wasn't a good sign. Things could go bad. I wasn't sure what he meant, but I didn't have a good feeling about it...

We just stood there watching it fall. It was still to far away for us to 'engage'. Many of the younger girl candidates seemed nervous. Not only nervous, but unexperienced. Some of them were throwing on tanks... even though it was apparent they had never worn them before. Once again I was glad to be with Shim. I mean, who wants to be partnered with someone whose never used a tank before? I had heard you could get seriously injured, or even dismembered if you accidently got sprayed. Yeah, give me someone who knows how to work one of those things. And then as we were all standing there, just waiting, it happened:
By some unspoken signal the forward wings of dragons surge forward to meet the threads before they reach the shallow waters and beaches. Dragon's open their mouths to flame but the flames are whipped to one side by the winds. One blue dragon in one of the upper levels is blown off course by a strong gust right into a thick thread tangle. Screaming with pain the blue vanishes *between* A few heartbeats later the dragons who have not yet engaged with thread start keening the loss of a wingmate. A worried hum passes through the lines if dragons and riders...a death in the first moments of Fall. This is going to be bad.


... There's not much I can say... Its something I hope to never hear again in my life. The scream of a dragon as it goes between one last time... and the keening of its wingmates. But there was no time to grieve. Shim's knuckles turned white as he gripped the sprayer and with a grimness I've rarely heard in his voice, he told me to follow him.

And then it was upon us. I saw it moving in on other first. This didn't look good. They were trying to spray it as it got close to them, and it didn't seem to be working. Flames were shooting everywhere, caught by the wind and blown off course. If it was going to be like this all morning, someone was definately going to get hurt. But then I didn't have time to watch anyone else. Thread was falling at us! Luckily for me, Shim knew exactly what he was doing
Shimshon's aware and alert. Thread's been falling all his life, and he's been activly fighting it since he was old enough to hold a shovel. Without a moment of pause, Shim moves /away/ from the thread and actually lets it hit the ground. "Jarill, it's too windy to get it in the air, I'd just spray all over you. Dig it up, for me!"
and then it hit the ground. An uglier sight I've never seen. There it was. Burrowing into the ground, looking for anything it could suck the life out of. So unintelligent. So... well if it had a brain I'd guess you'd say evil. It had taken a dragon, and now it was going for us. I attacked it with a vehemence I've never felt before, and just started digging. I opened a hole around it and Shim just started spraying. And then it was dead. Just a bunch of charred ash. Lying there on the ground.

From then on it was pretty much a blur. Thread falling everywhere. For a time it looked like we were going to lose the battle. It was hitting the forest and the trees were just falling! We seemed to have it under control in our area and I was tempted to go attack it where it was the thickest. To save what it was attacking hardest. But Shim told me no. We had to stay organized. We had to make sure and keep our area covered. Get every last bit. One thread. Just one left uncaught to burrow underground could do untold damage. He'd even heard of it taking out an entire island once. From then on it was mostly a combination of dig, jump back, watch him spray it and then either dig again if we hadn't gotten it all, or glance up to see where the next clump fell and start all over again. When I did have a few seconds free I'd glance around, once again grateful to be partnered with someone who knew what they were doing. There were others who had flames missing them by inches. I was surprised no one was hurt.

And then I heard Lela scream - and what a scream it was. My blood turned cold. I didn't see what happened, I was too busy with my own problems, but when I looked up there was blood running down her face. Later I heard she'd be hit by thread. Luckily her lizards got the brunt of it and it was just a small piece.

It continued like this for what seemed like forever. There was a small break - maybe it was gone? No, Shim said it was coming back. You could tell by looking at the front line of the fall. He refilled his tank and we started in again.

And then it was done. I just looked around in disbelief. A half acre of the forest gone. Holes everywhere. Shim wiping soot and sweat off his face. Candidates leaning on their shovels or bent over there tanks. Was it really over? Not quite. We still had to go look for burrows. With the adreniline wearing off and exhaustion starting to take its toll, we were grim faced and determined as we went to make sure our life enemy was gone. It wasn't long after when
One wing of dragons is doing a careful grid search of the areas seared by thread, the wingleader occationally sending a pair of dragonriders down to check a suspicious movment or a burnt area of brush where there had been thread. The area most carefully checked is the eastern slope of the outer weyr, where the big infestation had been taken care of. Finally all the wingleaders check in and S'dar sends out the all clear, the signal going out to individual riders who swoop down to call the groundcrews back into the Weyr.
And then yeah, it was over. Many of the candidates just dropped their gear and trudged back to the weyr. Shim just shook his head and started cleaning up. Piling tanks, gathering shovels. Yeah, there were maybe others that could do it, but it was obvious he wasn't one to shirk work until everything was done. We grabbed wineskins, doused ourselves in water, and kept working.

We helped clean up and then trudged back to the weyr. I was exhaused... but it was a good exhaustion. Yeah, we'd loss some friends. Taken some damage. But we'd done it. Pern, and Ista in particular was safe. At least for today. Hot food sounded great... but sleep sounded even better. I'd just spent what seemed like hours fighting thread, but the day had just started. And there was kitchen work to do. Food to prepare for lunch. Life goes on. So we walked back and headed to our dorm's. Me to the residencey dorm and Shim to the candidates quarters. But on the way back we talked some about the dis-organization. How lucky we'd been that no one else had been hurt. Shim said he was going to talk to the Steward about people being certified before they could handle the tanks. An excellent idea in my opioion. I know that I had certainly been happy to not use one, stick with someone that knew what they were doing and "just" wield a shovel.

As I said, I was exhaused and things hadn't gone perfectly... but in some respects it was a good day as well. I'd gotten to know Shim better in that short time that I had since I'd been at Ista. And I had a whole new respect for him. Yeah, he's got attitude, and seems a bit stand-offish... and that smirk of his. But when it gets down to it, I'd learned he was someone you could trust. And thats where it really matters.

As I feel asleep I thought back over the morning. Ista - once again I had that feeling of purpose. Of belonging. That yeah, maybe this was home - and then someone from the kitchen was shaking me, "Jarill, those tubers aren't going to peel themselves. The 'riders and groundcrews are hungry. Come on man, the day doesn't wait for you!"

Wednesday, June 30, 2004

49.7.16 Thread Fall

According to the maps, Thread should be falling soon! [RL: It is schedule for tonight - just not sure what "day" that is] Although I've seen it fall a few times (shudder), I've never actually helped fight it. Not sure if I'll be able to use an agenothree tank, as I've never used one before. But I've heard they are looking for as much help as possible in the ground crews, so I'm sure there will be something to do!

Although working in the kitchen has kept me pretty busy, I'm really enjoying my time here at Ista. Its beautiful. Yesterday I didn't really run into any friends in our normal places, so I just went up to the plateau and walked over to the cliffs. Just sat there with my drum, staring out at the ocean. Playing, watching the dragons pop out of between once in a while. A firelizard fliting around once in a while. Very cool stuff.

The candidates are a separate group, but they have made me feel welcome. And I'm starting to meet some of the riders. I don't know if I'll ever be searched... Is it in my heart to be that tied down? To be part of something... for the rest of my life?. I'm not sure yet. But I do know I'm starting to feel at home here. So at least for now, I'm just making friends and doing whatever I can do to help.

49.6.26 Afternoon in the Istan Hatching Grounds

Trailed behind everyone else into the Hatching Grounds. There were 17 eggs in all, all different colors, shapes, etc. I think there was something like 12 candidates there, along with Reye (the WW) and Omfaleth (the queen). Most of the candidates were in awe, talking in hushed tones, looking around a little timid. I stood back against the wall... I wasn't sure if I was supposed to be there or not - but didn't want to pass up the oppurtunity to see the eggs!

Oiry presented his fish (the one we caught earlier) to Omfaleth. She liked it and thanked him! :)

After a while, I just couldn't take it any longer. Touching the eggs seemed so cool - so I slowly approached one. Several candidates were giving me weird looks, but no one ever said anything. I approached one that looked like:
Bubbling to the surface of the blackened sands of the hatching grounds is this egg, looking like the warm pockets of water swirling around the surface. Deep indigos mix with deeper shades of black then forming into sudden bursts of light blue that it almost looks like bubbles bursting along the surface. Small, lighter white tendrils float almost as if steam was being let off by the egg as it nestled in its pocket of sand.
I slowly walked up to it, started touching it and then...
At first this egg seems much like the rest, smooth alternating pebbly-rough textures that almost seem a complex pattern on their own. You press your ear to it and hear nothing- not at first. It's almost like holding a large shell to your ear, a sound that emulates the ocean. And then... was that something? A rustling, a knock? No- yes! There it is again, and this time the still-hardening shell even pushes against you a little bit, as though the dragon were rolling over in bed.
How awesome! Sadly at this point Reye said Omfaleth was getting tired and we needed to leave. I was closest to the entrance, and I had to get back to work, so I took off and headed to the kitchens.

I later found out (from numerous people) that only candidates were supposed to be on the sands and touch the eggs! Opps... but it sure was cool. And I didn't get in trouble - so I'm very glad I did it. Now that I know I'll probably never get that close again :( - but the memory will stay with me forever.

Saturday, June 26, 2004

49.6.26 Noon on the Istan docks

Headed across the plateau, down to the beach and then saw everyone fishing down at the dock. Headed over just as Shim was living. Oriy was fishing along with Ky. Hanging out were Lorany and Eilidh.

Lorany took off and we were just hanging out with them when Oriy hooked what looked like a hugh fish. He started pulling and everyone was yelling and then I grabbed hold of the pole with him (and Ky). Lela showed up and grabbed a hook to help with the fish. There was much pulling and yelling and commotion. Finally we pulled it in then Lela grabbed it and it came flying out of the water and we all fell into a hugh pile. Dirty but fun! :)

Everyone then realized what time it was and that Reye had said they could come touch the eggs today. Oiry grabbed the fish (it was a pretty good size yellow fin) and they all took off. I grabbed his fish bucket and followed behind him. There wasn't really any time to find out if I was allowed to go or not (some things are for candidates only), so I just tagged along.

The egg touching was great! More about that later.

Thursday, June 24, 2004

49.6.16 12:05 Summer afternoon on the Istan Plateau

Work has been hectic. New guy and all I guess. I've been exhaused and didn't even make it to the fire lizard hatching on the beach last night.

Got done with lunch and got a quick break before having to help with dinner. Headed down to the beach and noticed "the gang" hanging out on the plateau. Stopped and talked for just a sec before going for a swim and then heading back to work.

Kylia impressed a gold FL! How cool for her! I sure hope she impresses a dragon, maybe a gold. Would be very cool for her, plus she seems to have a good head on her shoulders. Not much ruffles her so far, that I've seen, and see seems to watch over and care about those less confident, needing help, etc. All good things in a leader.

Ory is pretty much himself. Nice, unassuming, and a bit shy/underconfident. He ssems like a good friend and I believe he'd make a great dragon rider... he just needs some mentoring.

Shim wasn't about, but I did see him the other night with the gang. Something is going on with him. If he doesn't get his attitude under control... well I'm not sure. He has no patience. Always seems out of sorts. Something must have happened. He was nice enough when I first ran into him. I just don't see him becoming a leader. Yeah, he has the knowledge... but I can't imagine him mentoring anyone. More like yelling at them or scowling. I'm starting to think more brown than bronze.

Not that I have any input or it is much of my business. Just stuff I think about.

Well... I'm sure there is more work to do. Later...

Friday, June 18, 2004

49.5.25 14:52 Spring afteroon in Ista Weyr Bowl

Wow... what a day. Spent the morning helping in the kitchen and then helped prepare lunch. Once it was on its way, they let me go and I headed out to the bowl.

I was heading down the path to the bowl, just humming and thinking about being at Ista when I saw the usual group of friends in the garden. Kylia, Shimshon, Oiralin. Not all there at once... I don't really remember who was there first, but anyway... they were there, coming and going and pulling weeds.

So I joined them and started pulling. Talk centered around the usual candidate concerns. Slights made by other candidates, who is going to impress, who is going to get what color, that kind of thing. Mostly good natured ribbing, although some serious talk.

Lela then came along. A young girl, but a candidate no less. She brought with her.. a couple of firelizards! Yeah, I've seen them before. Even had one follow me for a while... but its been some time. It was awesome. One flew off her shoulder and landed on Oiry. I tossed it a few bugs. Cool stuff.

And then... Myrdinth landed with rider D'san. They came between from High Reaches! Shim knew him, so he came over and talked to us... And then we all started 'scritching' Myrdinth. I'm fairly bold... but I tell you, touching a draong. Not something I thought I'd ever be doing. And its eye...
Myrdinth turns his head to regard you with one delicate sapphire blue eye. It whirls gently in contentment and seems to hold depth beyond knowing. In that brief glance, you catch the merest hint of the devotion, love and courage that lie just below the surface of this sturdy blue. At once, you may find yourself drawn into that deep blue, calming pool.
I tell you. I've never seen such a thing.

Yeah, it was a long road to Ista... but its all been worth it. A better bunch of people (and dragons), I don't know you'd ever find. Maybe its just that I've been out on my own so long... but I'm starting to feel like I've found "home".

And then Lela suggested,
"And to Jarill she smiles, as she keeps working on the shoulder, she whispers, "Maybe one day you might get lucky and have a friend talk to you. I call them friends, I dont know why I just did from the time I got to the weyr."
I tell ya... it has never once occured to me. For one, I think I'm too old. And for two, I don't know. Being tied down to any one place. But... looking into his eye. You can feel the draw. To be so close to something...

Anyway... what a day. One I won't soon forget!

One more note

I'm going to try and post "today" now, and then set the dates for the earlier others, even though I'll create them later. I *think* this is possible.

Jarill... or me

Well, in keeping with true PERN logs... I'd probably open another blogger account for Jarill... That way he'd have his own picture (if I got some graphics), profile, etc. I'll have to think on it. Probably if nothing else, I could fake all that.

In any case, for now, I'm going to log it here. Its already been 4 or 5 RL days, so at least a few weeks on Pern and I'm getting behind in my thoughts. If I do get rid of this blog and start one for Jarill himself, I'll just transfer everything there.

Yet another blog

So..., why another blog? Well, I think Jarill needs one. A lot of Pernese have logs on their web sites, etc., but I was thinking Jarill needs a blog as well. The log shows what is actually happening, in a RPing sort of way. The dialog.

But what is going on behind the scenes? What is Jarill thinking? What does he think/feel as he learns more about his new home at Ista Weyr, and as he meets his new friends.

Perhaps interesting only to me... but maybe to others as well. If nothing else, it will help me flush out the character, and remind me of when it was all new and exciting... :)